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It's midnight and yes, I am still up.

I'm suppose to have a MAJOR UPDATE since I haven't update my blog for heck of a long time and that includes the part that I haven't online for a very long time too. Not that I'm grounded or anything like that, it's just that I've been really busy. So busy that I would even forget that I wanted to pee. HAHA. Lame!

Anyhoos yes, too busy to even play a game. I'm always in school, you see. HAHA rajin! But I'm serious about that. We have national day dance pracs and it's really tiring, after that we still have to attend classes and the same thing in the afternoon. A whole new sched for me! Hihihi~ There's afternoon classes everyday. Including Saturday now because of the E.C.A.

Lots of things happened actually. I just can't mention them all, it'd be too boring to read but well maybe I'd mention few of those I can recall.

Hm, I have been going out and uhm, I have my old friends to hang out with in school since my best friend Chrysh had already transferred to another school. I have to admit, I miss her a lot! It's not easy getting use to be without her, it's not the same. HONESTLY, it's totally NOT the same. Good thing I'm already big enough to decide for myself, I'm a young senior high school student, man! LOL. And sooner or later, I'll be graduating and getting degrees and all that. Things are bound to happened, and they happen for a reason. Actually NO, not just for A reason, it could also probably more than one. And well, I have to understand, I've got no choice.

I've come to realize that I'm really growing up and my "KINSENYERIA" (15th Birthday) is TOMORROW, which is also CHINESE NEW YEAR x___x and oh oh! I just found out that my chinese birthday is always 14 days before Chinese New Year, but I'm not use to that so I'll stick to the Gregorian Calendar's. It's still a wonder to me how my 2009 would end and how my life would be. Anyways, I'll stick to the present and decide what to aim and become in the future. Well, I'm pretty much sure at the fact that I wanna be a PROFESSIONAL worker and it's IMPORTANT to me that my work should be concern of helping people. I have a dream of being a DOCTOR, actually. But I have to do what I gotta do now to make that come true. After all, I can change my destiny, just that I have to fight fate sometimes because all that matters is what we choose in life and how you think it would be for you.

New for me is hm..I finally have (a) motto(es) for myself (weird?!) but yeah, I do. I'll keep that to myself anyway. I even have new habits and it's a good thing, y'know.


Anyways, let's talk about the weather lately and what's happened to Brunei. Few days back, it was raining SUPER HEAVY that it flooded almost the whole Brunei (or is it not?) I still don't understand why do they still have to cut off currents off the houses around Brunei for days. I've experienced that heat during daylight the aura would sense to me. It changed me for awhile but yeah. It made me sleep early, study during daylight, wake up early, avoid watching too much teevos. And yes, all that entertainment. So then, I sound like a geek. HAHA I know I'm a "HOT" "COOL" geek anyway, you don't need to tell me that ;)

Bah, I'll just blog again when I'm back. I gotta go now. Tata. ;)
I'll repost this again.

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So so sorry for the hiatus without notice and as you know I could really get so busy with everything. School reopened just this Monday and it's been really exciting for me to be finally in my senior high school year. My PMB result was fine, and I got in B class =D Yeah, too bad I was too late to get in A class now because it was already FULL. Gah! Anyways, it's alright, it's okay. Hm, so many things happened, you know and it's a bad thing that I was having so much free time before but I was SO FREAKIN` LAZY to blog. So now, here I am trying to recall most things that happened lately.

I had my first classes just today because two days ago, I was just getting use to my new class and new envo and getting ready everything -you know.

It's weird that I don't feel anyhow happy anymore. I may laugh a lot, smile a lot but it doesn't reach the highest level of it. How boring! UGH! HAHA! Maybe I just really need the love of my lola and everyone in Phils or so.. I used to be this super jolly happy person that was sweet to everyone, like like...I'd hug everybody! and now, I don't know... Some things' changed. I guess I'm not being myself again lately. What the hell happened to me?!

I bid farewell to year 2008 during the last hours and now the first week of 2009. I wonder "where does the time go?". Two years ago I was in my 2nd year high and now, I'm already a senior high. And oh! I got to become a class president this year, kind of first time in my life actually. I am so NOT used to becoming one, SERIOUSLY! I need to be responsible of the class and everything you know. And guess what! The motto I've made for my class, well, my teacher and my classmates loved it! HAHA! I might become a nerd so soon, I tell you. To be honest, I love being excited about my subjects and everything I study. I love being smart ;) and any guy who's smart could really be attractive for me but of course, I might still go looking for the looks at first sight. Weird a lil?

Anyhoos, sooooo... it's a NEW YEAR! (Belated) Happy New Year! and hm, hope for the best to y'all! and on MY BIRTHDAY, it's gonna be a NEW YEAR for the chinese (including me) according to the Lunar Calendar. I might be around Brunei but I might go somewhere around the world again, just not so sure yet. Oh I pray to god to guide me in my life, to make better choices as I grow and get older. I'm almost a WOMAN! Referring to the Spanish thing, 15th Birthdays for the girls is the time when they become a real woman, which might have been real and it's actually called "The Kinsenyeria". Okay, gonna stop talking about that.

Hm, what else haven't I mention?
Oh yes, during New Year, went to celebrate at the Escapade for the first time and get to take pics with Mister Onemig Bondoc, an actor in the Philippines which I also got so close with physically in the elevator in KK, Imperial Hotel, OTW to the 9th floor. We were at the same floor but yeah, I don't know his room. LOL! I wouldn't wanna tap him anyway, he ain't that hot, LOL! If it was some actor that's really hot, I'd probably be stalking him all the way, or just MAYBE. And oh yes, it's virtually like a coincidence all the time that I'd see him everywhere near me. It's funny, though. HEHEH. Damn, his wife is freakin' beautiful. Oh that, I wanna tap that. HAHA crazy! I'm just kidding!

I miss so many people, I guess it's one part of me that's missing, I mean the people. I miss them! and people as in many of them. Lots of them! They used to make my life a happy lane and that has now, idk... but yeah, I wanna thank all them for everything.

2008 has been a long long year for me since there was so much events and things that has happened. It's been a good experience and the new people I've met and the new hobbies I've got into and just too many to mention them. I'm still wondering how would this year be... Nah, I'll go with the flow, I shouldn't be planning anything just yet except for aiming. Dang, I'm desperate for classworks. I have no idea why. 2008 had really changed me in a lot of ways. Now, I'm avoiding a lot of bad things. I haven't list down any new year resolutions but yeah. It's better for me that way. I don't wanna plan stuffs that I might get dissapointed in the end. I do what I do, and when I can do it today, it should be done today. No tomorrows. Mouth shut!

I actually have a lot of pictures to post but uhm, it's too many to be posted here. It'll be on my friendster and facebook. But a little later since I'm still really busy.

And oh! HAPPY BELATED BDAY to TAZZ-THE-JAZZ! and also to ZORRO-ZARA haha lame! anyways, all the best yeah :) Have all the fun, live life to the fullest!

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Hello people! So sorry I haven't blog for awhile. I was having a really really busy time and I didn't even have the time to bid farewell to some of my Brunei friends. Anyways, I'll be back in Brunei by 28th and celebrate New Year there. Uhm, this is seriously gonna be a short post c0z I've got to go now. and oh yes, I am in the Philippines at the moment ;D back again.

Labels: Greetings, Philippines

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Okay so for the first time, I'm going to talk about what I last watched in the cinema today which was the movie "Twilight" which has quickly risen in my stock. I know everyone's like loving it, and I'm even judging myself for loving it, it's just irresistible, y'know. They're just so good. I think the characters are fine. I'd agree that Robert Pattinson is hot, but I'd still think that there are way better than him to be an Edward Cullen according to the book. But alright alright, Rob Pat is sure a total melt-down for me if he was a real Edward Cullen. Edward Cullen from the book or either from the movie, yeah sure, all pretty hot ;)

Oh, do you know that Rob Pat had beated 3,000 people to play Edward in the movie 'Twilight'? Well it's a total YES! Sure it doesn't look easy to find the perfect Edward in life.

So about Kirsten as the character of Isabella Swan, I'd give a rate of 8/10. Good enough actually, perfect looks for an Isabella Swan. What do you say, hm?


About the movie, it was awesome but the book's still way better. Although they did well for making some of the part funny. HAHA anyways, I don't really have much to say about it. Let's just say, I give a rate of 7/10 for the movie. And 9/10 for the book that has been a good page-turner for me. It did kept me up at nights, reading when I should have been getting valuable sleeping done in between dance pracs from morning till afternoon and some evening tv shows for me to relax. No actually, I don't really watch much movies in the evening after dance pracs, I would just eat dinner and rest and then read Twilight a few pages until I fall asleep. HAHA! Sure I still wanted to read some more but I wasn't able to since I'm very exhausted.

Anyways, yeah, went to the mall today around 3pm and shopped for some toys. Then watched "Twilight" in the cinema at 5pm and went to the Pizza Hut (but we didn't order any pizzas). And oh! Guess who have I seen? HAHA Tasneem and Fini! ..before going to Pizza Hut. I admit, it was seriously awkward because we've never really seen each other personally. I'm just glad to finally have met the two of them beautiful young ladies. HEHE! Naz never really told me much about them just that it's his cousins. Oh well~

Damn, I'm in love with Twilight's soundtrack, especially Bella's Lullaby and the song which Kirsten didn't like and replaced it with which was the song "Flightless Bird, American Mouth" and also the other songs of course. Almost all of it! :) Eyes on fire! I enjoy these kind of songs..

Hmmm, anyhoos, I'mma hop out my bloggie now. Btw, here are the replies for my CBOX.

rebelle505; thank you. I made them! HAHAHA! kirai2

q; alright I'll link you with something. :) and I sure do miss you too!
P/S: thanks for tagging x___x

Vee; I miss you too, dear. We still can hang out somewhere. Right? Love you too!

Erika; Hi bbysiz! I miss you too!
You tc in Philly yeah. Blog more, so I could get an update of you.

Labels: Cbox, Movies, Song, Soundtrack, Twilight

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