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Saturday, July 19, 2008

Happy Birthday To My Dearest ...

Happy Birthday To
My Dearest Sister Chiaw Neo (L) !!

I feel bad, somehow.
I didn't know it was her birthday
I don't even know how old is she now =X
glad daddy mentioned to me we had to call her
because it was her birthday.
Perhaps, I don't have a gift for you now
maybe next time, yes? c(x

Sis, if you're reading this..
I hope you know that I will always love you dearly
and even though we're not close anymore neither in distance
I will never ever forget what we've had before when we were younger
Even though you're just a HALF-sister
I will still treat you sisterly, fully and lovingly.
I hope to spend more time with you in the future just like before. =)
I hope you had a fun day with everyone there.
Please do send my regards to everyone there. =)

and as you wish, I will surely, will study hard and better for you and dad
and of course, also myself and mom :D

Please don't worry about me having a boyfriend xP
I know I said I wouldn't want another one until after schooling
but *sigh* I hope you understand..

Don't worry laa, sis~ ^____^
He will be my inspiration for everything
and so are you.. and the rest of our siblings :D

and oh, guess what?!
You guys have the same birth date!!!
Isn't that undeniably amazing!
HAHA exaggerating~

Well Happy Birthday To
My Beloved Boyfriend (L)
si Mohd. Nazim bin Haji Z. A.
To my RETRO-boyfriend ^^, I know you'll be reading this
and you know I'm happy that you're happy (well you are, right?!) ^^
I'm sure you are.. ^_____^
Hope you had a blast on your birthday! ;D
which I'm also very certain that you did.. [LOL]
Having birthday parties everywhere, that's just so good.. xP
Thanks to all yer friends. How I wish I was there on your birthday

HAHA It's funny how I get so speechless when it comes to you..
and how you leave me speechless in things you could simply amaze me.
and then everytime, it fills butterflies in my tummy.. HEHEH
I Love You and I hope you'd remember that.

GAH. I'm definitely speechless when it comes to you
because I can't really seem to find the words to describe
you of just how amazing you are to me.
There I've got a word: Amazing c(x Blerhxx!

xiennn ah~ I'm blank =/

To the both of you whom are so dear to me..
I am really thankful for having you guys in my life.
I love the both of you, I hope you guys will remember that ;]
Okay, I'm becoming speechless again.
I miss you guys, seriously much! =(

I guess it ends here with a smiley face :)
and a song I found from imeem :D

xoxox
your beloved sister, Chiaw Yuen.
and your beloved girlfriend Vennese// Maria Joanna xD

Labels: boyfriend, Chiaw Neo, Happy Birthday, Nate, Nazim, sister

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Friday, July 18, 2008

OfficiallyTaken; 16th July 2008.

I JUST HAD A BABYBOY!
KIDDING!~

Well...

I'm officially taken by this really cool guy named
Mohd. Nazim bin Haji Zainal Abidin <3
aka monyetku~
and yes of course, I love him. ;D

and baby, if you're reading this
you know, I really miss you :)

otp with baby today for about 4 hours? or was it?

I LOVE YOU, monkey! :p

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I haven't blogged about yesterday.
But since it's 2am in the morning right now.
I can't really say much.
I'll blog later.
I still have to get my stuff ready for school tomorrow
as in my guitar, my lappie, my songs all ready..
so chaooo~ G2G
xoxox Vennese Williams (ROFL)

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Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Nexus - I'll Never Go

You would always ask me
Those words i say
And telling me what it means to me

Every single day
You always act this way
For how many times i told you
I love you
For this is all i know

Come to me and hold me
And you will see
The love i give
For you still hold the key

Every single day
You always act this way
For how many times i told you
I love you
For this is all i know

Chorus:
I'll never go far away from you
Even the sky will tell you
That i need you so
For this is all i know
I'll never go far away from you

Come to me and hold me
And you will see
The love i give
For you still hold the key

Every single day
You always act this way
For how many times i told you
I love you
For this is all i know

Chorus

**instrumental**

Chorus 2x

Labels: Music and Lyrics

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Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Codename: Asero (L)

http://www.sunstar.com.ph/static/dav/2008/07/14/life/codename.asero.is.1st.sci.fi.romantic.movie.html

That's the link for Codename : Asero :) I first saw it on SOP, actually.
and I liked it because Heart Evangelista's there :D bleh.

It hadn't been a long day and I seriously fcukingly miss them sooo much.

I have things in mind right now but yeah. Couldn't be bothered saying them here :p

between, I've been surfing around the net and I found cool blogs. =D

http://sexiestfilipinacelebrity.blogspot.com

http://pinay-celebrities.blogspot.com

http://kapusocorner.sosblog.com

http://filipinocultured.blogspot.com

http://beautyworldcup.blogspot.com

http://showbiz101.blogspot.com

http://mysassymind.blogspot.com/

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http://www.pinoychronicle.com/articles

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http://www.pep.ph/index.html

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Plans; Studies. Feels like Sunday to me.

Yes, here I am at home. Listening to rock! and I am emo today. HAHA nehh~ kidding. If I was emo, some hybrid's gonna call me a poser! xD and oh, plans ARE canceled. no meetings today. There was actually, but y'know~ parents~ ugh!! I don't like hearing NOs from my parents so I wasn't really the one that asked, it was my youngest brother. DAAAAMNN EEEETTT! shxt!

GRRR.. I fcuking miss them bah! Imagine.. I can't see them next month and next next month and the month after that! :(

Oh hey! I'm meeting Nate tomorrow! eh salahh.. =$ scratch that. It's Joel who I'm meeting tomorrow :) HAHAH!! yay! meeting my good ol`mate again :D

Hmmm, I am actually editing videos now. =D there's laods of them.

Dance videos, shuffle videos, singing (laters), school shows and etc.. seems many huh?

You will see some by this week. I'm doing first things first. ;D HAHA so yeah, planning my days and time well, right now. My mock exams are next month, btw. Pretty excited :p Haven't studied, though. =X I'm really excited but I don't know :p

My midyear was certainly really bad as crap. So this time, I'll try to make it better ;D Hope for the best to MYSELF and to the others too :D ..There's no easy way to success! o____o

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Sooo uhh, yesterday was at Joe's place and yeahh.. HAHA crazy dogs! I felt a bit left out because she was with her buifee and I..I miss having one as my own :p BLEH. =X and I was there, just to teach them history. so far, we've only covered 3/4 a chapter. the other chapters, we still have to work on that. Man, my problem is commerce and maths. Commerce is actually fine, just the new accounting thing.. whole new thing almost like cash book but more confusing. Cash book's easy. xP just the other stuff I need to study.. hmmm, my Geo's good. History and Science, I just need to finish my PYP Book and I'm hella done. ~~Easy bah :p HAHA no c'mon it is.~~

Should I keep my fingers crossed for my exams? (n___n)

I won't give up because I know somehow I can, somehow I will.

I am going to try my best to make my parents happy and for my own satisfaction :D after 3 months of hard work, it's sooo gonna pay off! I'm gonna get the things I want, and do whatever I want, go wherever I want and be happy ooo! Graduation! HAHA long way~ :p

Things I want and will get after getting at least 5As for PMB :
- An electric guitar (RED ONE)
- Perhaps a bass guitar too? (not sure about this one yet)
- Get my drums fixed.
- A new acoustic guitar.
- A brand new laptop from my sister working in S`pore. (White)
- Cash from mom and dad.
- New digi-cam!!!!!!!!! :D (waterproof & a soooper digi)
- then yeah, FUHREEEEEEEDOM! :D

I can start dreaming but I won't let an opportunity go away. Form 4's gonna be tougher, I know!

Between, I had dreams again last night and it was uhh... atgihwrjgn c(x
Hmmm, 6/7 times now, and still counting~ RORFLOL!
sooo yeahh..all for now, I guess.. gonna continue editing vids :D

chaooo~
lovemuch,
from Vennese// Chiaw Yuen c(x

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New Videos.

HSB//Nate- Nazim's new video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kpKDsjFH6gw :)

Labels: Youtube

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Monday, July 14, 2008

Ainakoooh! Tulog na ako.

SHAAAACCCKKKSS! I'm hella sleepy now. Hitting the sack in 5 minutes. xP
Currently chatting with Azim right now wahh.. =)
and I'm really sleepy...
I'll post tomorrow, promise. xD
Between, canceled meeting tomorrow.
changed plans:
tomorrow - goin` mall with "ma boys" xP they know who they are.
The complete BIUs ft.
HsB-akupunyapet-si-monyet Nazim. xP

love much,
Vennese aka Kendiee :)

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Sunday, July 13, 2008

Crazy Indian Video.. Buffalaxed!; FaRaeRae-atehh.

I found this from Azim
which was literally from Nate-Nazim! x_x
HAHAHA do watch it. It's hilarious! ^^

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Nights are just really cold without YOU here by my side.
Now what I want is just you holding me
like you can never hold me tomorrow..

WAHAHA.corny~ It's for no one, though.
I don't have boyfriends, mmkay.
Just EX-boyfriends ^^

Oh and guess what?
I saw my ex-boyfriend's
(whatever you call you call a guy who works with him in the same studio),
a ballroom dance instructor
and he has a son now?!
ah well yeahh, I kinda missed my ex.
I was the one who broke up with him anyway. xP heh!
hmmm..I bet his happy with his girlfriend now which was his ex-girlfriend too..
someone before me.. ^^
but he seriously look very uhh..too much tattoos..
I remember having accidents on touching them whenever I'll hug him..
HAHA that was really funny then he'd say "aray! bhe naman eh!"

and oh, readers, don't mind me.
I just like sharing.. and my blog's kind of
about what I do everyday and my thoughts anyway..
close it if you're not interested, I'm cool with that.
I prefer recording stuffs online than writing them in a diary
`cause diaries...they'll be lost one day..
so as this blog, when the world ends.
My blog'll be dead if I am.
CHOI CHOI CHOI!! HAHA I wonder what would happen if I'm gone..
Would you tell me?

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so what do I have in my mind now?
I can hear the song my sister is listening to while she's sleeping
THAT'S NOT MY NAME - The Ting Tings
so loud. x___x earphones already ehh~
I'm thirsty now. I can't be bothered to go down and get some
beeeekoz I'm scared. xP No, c`mon I'm serious.
I won't go down.. and I'm the only one awake here right now.
I'm gonna sleep soon, though.
I'm sleepy..

currently listening to: please don't stop the music - rihanna.
oh hey, this reminds me of Trisha ^____^
I taught her how to sing this song during Jop's Birthday.
She really like this song. ;D

I'm wondering..what if I'd be a superstar one day?
or perhaps be famous (in a good way)?
When I'm gonna get fans and then myself giving charities
and donating money and everything to the needies..
Big dream! xP
I shouldn't keep myself dreaming, right?
I should do something for whatever I want.

something popped out of my mind: she; ii want her!
and her name is Ma. Fatima Rae.
still one of the awesome-st photographers I've known.
I miss her lehh..
so yes, I can keep dreaming she's still in Brunei
not being aware that she's already very far away.
I hope she's doing all good there..
I wish her all the best, still.
I've made mistakes in my life,
and a step has made myself too far away from her now,
further more than ever! and it's shxt...
I wonder if she knew what I said to kuya mixx before everything..
I hope she knows and still believe that I love her as much as I love her before,
actually more.. =( I just don't really show..
I miss those days when she and I were really really close.
I was still lika baby sister to her. and man, I was skinny. x___x
now I can just say I've got a more matured physical appearance,
and more weight and more spots(I HATE).

back to the topic.. I'm emo and dramatic now hm?

well I still have those pictures from way back~
I remember meeting her in a youth camp.
I remember taking pictures with her.
I remember hugging her lika teddy.
I remember almost everything.
and I remember how I lost her.

I have things about youth camp now but yeah.
Bianca's popped out of my mind. xP

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You know what?
When I'm angry or moody and have nothing good to say,
I won't talk.
and I might be moody sometimes because
I'm sleepy and tired.

I seriously won't talk to you if I have (something bad) with you.

and then if you hurt me inside, I won't talk to you either.
instead, I'll stay quiet and try to look happy.
It's what I usually do to my family, y'know..

eh, gona sleep now it's 1am xP
been blogging since 11.35pm LOL
G`night// G`dayy readers! chao!~

xoxoxVennese

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Updated.

I haven't told you anything about what's happened lately huh?
Busy busy week.. and I'm excited! I'm gonna perform again and perhaps go to some studio sometime said the teacher. :D weee!~ But nehh~ I'm not gonna make an album! HAHA Well, it's me and QinYi again gonna be singing up on stage, soon! xD We were asked to sing in class last Friday. It wasn't that good yet, it was kind of a trial.. much more like an audition to me though. Anyways, yeah, I'm gonna be making it a bit more different from the original, my own version =D weeehooo! I will certainly deny that I have a good voice until I, myself think I'm good enough already. xP

Way back from last monday..

We had an assembly and yes, a lil`bit late! GRRR! but I don't get why did he the D.M.(Disipline Master) let us(some) go.. without even writing our names on the list. HAHA xP Back to class, during Chinese Period, we went to the library and all I did was look for a book and sleep. xP So about the book I found, it's about MONKEY poems. xP ..I miss you, you hybrid! HAHA

After all the classes, I stayed back for some audition for the closing ceremony of the Malay Month :) I didn't sing, though. I was watching and judging giving rates and comments about them singers in the audition. :) TAG ME at CBOX if you want the infos about it. Those I gave 6/7++, yes you got in. :D

Just then I realized Tiong Chong's left the phone with me. ROFL! He asks me almost everyday to take care of it while in school and then he forgets to get it back x___x" HEH

Do you know what happens whenever I borrow people's phone or I take care of them?
I might be stealing some credit but usually I just check up on their credit and songs xP

So uhm, I got home and I don't know but I was moody perhaps because I was PMS-ing? ROFL!
and then a bit later, went to Jop's 7th Birthday Party and took care of some kids and babies. see Jop's 7th Birthday Pictorials; 7th July =)

Slept early that day.. at exactly 10pm according to my time here and so I didn't really got on MSN and chat with you, chatmates. SOREYY~

Currently: It's 3.02pm and I just finished watching SOP on GMA.
Listening to♪ : KC Concepcion - Impossible - [aka Cassandra]
♪ : - It Must Have Been Love - ♪
♪ : - Starlight - ♪

Moving On.. Last Tuesday..
During English period, we were asked to read a passage from the textbook (Life Accents - normal academic) from page 88 about "The King and I" and everyone was thinking about something else.. everyone's yellow-minded! HAHAHA kidding la, not everyone. Most of us just were `cause it was about these soccer balls, sticthing THE BALLS, ..has learned to stitch balls by touch alone.. ROTFLOL!
So yes, I was bored and what I did was scribble names in my bestie's book xP HEH I didn't brought my book ba.. and yea, I drew her name there.. *inserts photo*

*inserts Alif's boredom artworks*

Okay later on we had P.E. class and teacher tested our 400m run but I didn't run that day `cause of PMS! blahhh~ xP so I was excused laa..

Hmmm, I felt like studying that day.. but nehh~ I didn't really do, I just felt like it, though. :p

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Moving On.. Wednesday - 9th July, 2008
BM Month Ceremony.. Chok performed in a play but he was kind of aware of the people watching him which he shouldn't be. HEHE!! Teacher said that.. Oh well.. -retype later, forgot some things about this day xP -

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Next day.. Thursday - 10th July, 2008
Scribled names all over the classroom.. xP
wanna see? I'll upload the pictures next time yeah.

BLABLABLA-BLANKY right now.
I want her! I want her back! I'm sooo sorry!~
and I mean it! shxt bahh.. I miss her and I'm serious! =(
I wonder what can I do... Haizzz
Okay I'm gonna stop being emo now..

I actually slept the day away.. xD
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Friday - 11th June, 2008
Had classes and yes, this was the day QinYi and I sang in front of the class.. xP

Last night, 12th June, 2008
DANCE DANCE DANCE NIGHT !!! =D
My beautiful younger sister danced and hell yea it was ___________(no comment) xP Malong-Malong~ Fabian koko's sooo awesome! He's damn good in dancing! Never seen him danced like that before.. =D and I saw miss beautiful ex-student of CHMS (Chai Urnn's sister) BLEH! Not being lesbian or anything, I just really admire beautiful ladies. ;D perhaps including you too! xP HEH! I was hanging out with sister Fahren and her friend which is also my friend now (NEW one actually) and her name is Shew Min :D I was surprised to meet a so-called-good ol`mate// moiLoser xP -Welfred's older sisters :D only Shew Min knows me, though, not Shew Hiang.. I've seen her before but only in pictures, she looks better in person, looks more mature la, I mean.. ^___^ John danced too and yeah, he's good too ;D I can't believe he knows how to do 'the worm' (breakdancing). *winkwink*

Being honest about missing the people I sayang~ c(x

I miss my cousin BIMBO, man!

-the break dancer you see on my youtube.

and and I miss miss GOBLIN+MONKEY -the hybrid Nazim. HAHA!!

plus the 2 BIUs that I hung out with late last month. xD

Azim & Grar!
but I miss my family in the Phils too. huhuhu!

kuyaaa~

Anyways, I went home about 11++.. After school, my family and I went to a pasar malam at Gadong and then went back home.. so that was about it last night..

and today, here I am blogging, but yes, I'm not online at the moment. then later, practice shufflin`.. xD since I haven't shuffled in ages.. I woke up around 10am++, between. xP and then went out with mom and kuoh hou down the hill to Faize Restaurant and bought some Roti Kosong.. =)

Plans for tomorrow tomorrow and tomorrow:
Monday - Jolene's Place in the afternoon; Group Study.
Tuesday - Might be meeting Dafy aka Godsmack in the afternoon; shuffle videos.
Wednesday - Meeting Joel in the afternoon; long time no see~ ^,^
Thursday - (I'll leave this blank for now; it's a secret) c(x (but I ain't gonna make it obvious too)
Friday - _________________nothing really yet..
Saturday - Someone's buuuuttday. ;D

xoxoxomwah_chiawyuenn

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Jop's 7th Birthday Pictorials; 7th July =)

Joseph's 7th Birthday