It's midnight and yes, I am still up.

I'm suppose to have a MAJOR UPDATE since I haven't update my blog for heck of a long time and that includes the part that I haven't online for a very long time too. Not that I'm grounded or anything like that, it's just that I've been really busy. So busy that I would even forget that I wanted to pee. HAHA. Lame!

Anyhoos yes, too busy to even play a game. I'm always in school, you see. HAHA rajin! But I'm serious about that. We have national day dance pracs and it's really tiring, after that we still have to attend classes and the same thing in the afternoon. A whole new sched for me! Hihihi~ There's afternoon classes everyday. Including Saturday now because of the E.C.A.

Lots of things happened actually. I just can't mention them all, it'd be too boring to read but well maybe I'd mention few of those I can recall.

Hm, I have been going out and uhm, I have my old friends to hang out with in school since my best friend Chrysh had already transferred to another school. I have to admit, I miss her a lot! It's not easy getting use to be without her, it's not the same. HONESTLY, it's totally NOT the same. Good thing I'm already big enough to decide for myself, I'm a young senior high school student, man! LOL. And sooner or later, I'll be graduating and getting degrees and all that. Things are bound to happened, and they happen for a reason. Actually NO, not just for A reason, it could also probably more than one. And well, I have to understand, I've got no choice.

I've come to realize that I'm really growing up and my "KINSENYERIA" (15th Birthday) is TOMORROW, which is also CHINESE NEW YEAR x___x and oh oh! I just found out that my chinese birthday is always 14 days before Chinese New Year, but I'm not use to that so I'll stick to the Gregorian Calendar's. It's still a wonder to me how my 2009 would end and how my life would be. Anyways, I'll stick to the present and decide what to aim and become in the future. Well, I'm pretty much sure at the fact that I wanna be a PROFESSIONAL worker and it's IMPORTANT to me that my work should be concern of helping people. I have a dream of being a DOCTOR, actually. But I have to do what I gotta do now to make that come true. After all, I can change my destiny, just that I have to fight fate sometimes because all that matters is what we choose in life and how you think it would be for you.

New for me is hm..I finally have (a) motto(es) for myself (weird?!) but yeah, I do. I'll keep that to myself anyway. I even have new habits and it's a good thing, y'know.


Anyways, let's talk about the weather lately and what's happened to Brunei. Few days back, it was raining SUPER HEAVY that it flooded almost the whole Brunei (or is it not?) I still don't understand why do they still have to cut off currents off the houses around Brunei for days. I've experienced that heat during daylight the aura would sense to me. It changed me for awhile but yeah. It made me sleep early, study during daylight, wake up early, avoid watching too much teevos. And yes, all that entertainment. So then, I sound like a geek. HAHA I know I'm a "HOT" "COOL" geek anyway, you don't need to tell me that ;)

Bah, I'll just blog again when I'm back. I gotta go now. Tata. ;)
I'll repost this again.

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