Hihi readers! Soz I haven't been updating my blog eversince~
It's been really really hectic, as you can see I have a lot of things lined up. I have an audition on Sunday- this coming Sunday. A dance audition, that is. And then tomorrow, I'm having my graduation in School by morning and then afternoon I gotsta practice again and perhaps at night go to the Rainbow Concert. And then again, Sunday afternoon, I might go mall for Azim, for a shuffle meet up thing, I think? and then ugghhh.. there's so much. HAHA but I'm glad at least I can keep myself busy with loads of other stuffs than being on the computer all day, all night or many other boring stuffs. That's just out of my bad habits. HEHEH. Coz I used to be like a computer-maniac eversince I've got a pc myself. I'm still waiting for a new lappie actually. My sister Chiaw Ming!!! HAHAH She's suppose to buy me around this month and hopefully, I'll get it when she's going to visit Brunei on Dec :) but I don't know.

and and you know what? I am totally nervous about tomorrow coz of the results. HAHA! okay it ain't funny! I'm afraid about my results k! I haven't been working well and I need EFFORT, HARD WORK! so next year, __________ okay okay, no plans! JUST GO WITH THE FLOW! ..and after all, whatever I get on my result, I deserve it after what I've done with my school works this year. I've learned alot from my mistakes, and all I have to do is never to do it again. Only do things that could MAKE IT BETTER! A solution, we would call it.

Anyhoos, I've been watching this movie "Walang Kapalit" and there's this girl who's madly in love with a man since childhood but the man's in love with somebody else like a BIZARRE LOVE TRIANGLE and that somebody else is his LEGAL sister -technically not by blood. I wonder how would they fight for their love. Well the girl who's madly in love with the man has sickness which is called either Bipolar or Manic-Depression which could even drive her insane and this had her suicidal tendencies. Dangerous enough to be left, always looking for love and attention. Crazy huh? Now I understand why my friends had stopped me from my emo-ness last time because they were scared that I might eventually have suicidal tendencies. 0____0 There should really be someone beside me whenever I get depressed and leave me out from anything sharp because I tend to get them and cut myself. =/ Now you know me. That's a bit scary, ain't it? no?

Well, I'm really glad that god has given me a strong heart, brave enough to love, stronger by pain. and of course, my good ol'friends! Thank god! =D

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