Tuesday, September 16, 2008
197; Grudge.



REPOSTED; 197 Posts.
but this is like my 178th Published Post. HAHAH!
Anyhoos, I feel good now, I'm watching Passport to Paris, AGAIN.
Romantic Young People In Paris are one of I adores xD
I wish to go there one day.
I can say I love being romantic, I love the way it makes me feel.
So ride me on a motor bike and ride me all the way happily~

alright alright, so what happened today?
Morning; school..
P.E. sucks, skipped them because of my friends.
and my long jump test! FCUK! I haven't take them and it's too late!
I even think one of my friends are happy c0z I got zero for that!

okay so I got sick later on..
watched Ugly Betty (I know right! I'm so late, Imma watch GOSSIP GIRLS later)
and then yeah..

night; dad confirmed leaving on the 24th;
dinner, this movie to paris now xD
I'm glad the movies making me distracted and
I can actually put my problems aside.

I still have classes tomorrow. 8:30am ~ 11:10am
Signing off again.
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I hate my dad very very much! because he loves us siblings OVER way too much! I'll forever remember what you said, "dad".. birthdays are important for me no matter what you say! I hate you! I just love you because you're my father but I never wish to have a dad like you! You're over the line! I don't like you! Even though you give things, you worked hard, we don't really ask for that! I just hate you. ENOUGH SAID!

I know it's really harsh to say things like that but hell, I love my best friends and birthdays are important to me! No way you could ever change that! How the hell do you think I could share things with you when everything I do and say is what you're against at! I hate you! I hate you! If only I could have my own life now, I'd leave! You've done good things, but you just never understand me! NEVER EVER DID!

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You'll understand me if you were in my shoes.

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Sometimes I wish I was adopted by some rich person, though not famous, I don't wish for that, I just wish I could be free like the others, and although I know I won't feel any much family's love.
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I think something's wrong with me, lately.
I don't think I've been myself.
I've been hating myself, also..
GRRRRRRR!!

Now I believe what others say that life is unfair!
...but still, it can't be bahh..
God won't give us problems we can't handle.

Signing off, sincerely yours..
Chiaw Yuen

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